Not You

and saw the chapters of my life.

Stopped at the point of meeting you,

how i felt those feelings new.

I thought it ended there,

but it started a one-sided love affair,

you didn't know i was loving you

with my heart's glow.

I wondered why my heart beat for you,

just like a mistle toe,

it bursted there,

revealing magnificent colors i can only glare.

Minutes seemed eternity with you around,

with your presence blue skies would abound.

And on a falling star i wished that you,

would somehow feel the way I do.

Woke up with a tear one day,

that i molded hypocrisy of clay,

chose to look your way,

only to chase my blues away.

There's no use dreaming of you,

with my heart aches long overdue,

I know somewhere, someone, somehow who's worthy of my love so true,

and maybe its not you.